For a long long time I couldn’t bring myself to blog anything. Life is so busy that I hardly got times to sit down, so what’s the point of writing? My creative juice seems lost after I have the baby, no time to draw, paint and write. No time for myself. No time to attend to useless tasks unrelated to parenthood.
Then one day, I saw a listing in FB marketplace giving two small bags of fabric scraps for free. I messaged for pick up and only intended to use in my child’s (2.5 yrs old at that time) craft, some cut and paste.
When I arrived, the lady gave me 6 garage bags of fabric, some scraps but mostly meters and meters of fabric. My little car has fabric full to the brink!
After home, I started to sort out the fabric and don’t know what I should do with all of them. I gave away two bags of small scraps to my child’s family day care. The teacher and the children are glad to use them in the craft.
I pick up a few pieces and started to sew by hand mindlessly. I never sew before but I saw my mum sewing from very young age. My mum has tried to teach me to use machine at the age of 10 but I have no interest in it. I belongs to the generation that consumerisms is the norm and prefer ready make. I can’t see any point of learning to sew.
I started sewing two pieces together and found the stitching quite relaxing. After a mad day fighting with the child, stitching can calm me down and provide a quiet moment to reflect on myself. By and by, I created some patchworks, bags, cushion covers etc. They are far from perfect but I found my stitches are getting better and faster. I have a feeling that I may get a little bit talent from my mum.
I started posting my creation in FB group, not expect of anything but just want to learn and share. One day, a lady in the group contacted me and asked if I would like a sewing machine her neighbour was giving away. I am a bit hesitated as I have a queer fear of using machine and at that point I still don’t have any intention of making clothes. But my mum said it will be useful for alternation and mending. So I drove 1 hrs to get this lovely Janome sewing machine. It is an old model has feature of quilting but all the function are good and steady.
So I started learning how to use the machine, understanding terminology of sewing world. I use it to make clothes for the family, has done a lot of mending. It opens a wilder world for me.
I still enjoy sewing by hand but sometimes I use machine to help some of the repetitive tasks. I explored different ways of making things and using different technic to achieve different effect.
I am back to my old self, enjoying art and craft. I mean, the creativity never leave me or I can say, I never abandon my creativity. I use all my free time to learn and make. Stitch by stitch, my needle never leaves me. I sew when I waiting my child of her dancing lesson. I like to put the needle on my lips so I can have my hands free to cut threads and arrange the fabric. Parents and kids saw me and that horror looks. Oh boy!
Yes I am a bit additive to sewing I have to admit. But I have so much joy in making useless things. My passion is using upcycled materials to hand craft little things. I can’t handle anything as large as quilt and my family just don’t need so many clothes. I only make clothes when any of us in need of one. I prefer mending and make do. My creations are also related to mending as the stitches I used are more likely to use in visible mending and make do like sashiko, kawandi and darning.
I am not sure where it will lead me but it promotes some interesting conversation with different people I met. Most of people are very generous to give away materials for free. I want to return or spread the generosity to the community. I also would like more people understand and appreciate upcycle and zero waste.
Most of time I make useless things but I think they are cute and can bring happiness to people, like the “#I found a heart”. I still not sure how to carry out, how to fuel my journey to upcycle and return to community. But I am enjoying every bit of creating.
I restart my blogging as I would like to share the joy of handmade.